why is it so hard to find someone that understands you!! that is not afraid to say im sorry when there wrong!! that makes you feel like the queen that you are !!! That is there when  you need them !!!someone that understand you!!! someone that is willing to give as much as you would give to them !!!someone that would love you someone that would just hold you when your life seems to be tumbling down or simply tell you that they'll be there for you that everything will be  alright and if it wont then that you both would make it threw... someone that would love you  !!  I give up, I give up on LOVE  true love to me seems to has seized to exist !!!