what is there to really celebrate

MY Birthday's 2 day's away and already
I begin to feel the weight in my heart
cause this is really not my day without you
you brought me into this world mom
we were suppose to celebrate  this day together
can you tell me once again the story of my birth
how i was born so premature
that doctors said i would not make it
can you tell me how you chased my dad down the street
rifle on hand
while you was on foot pregnant of me
 he was on a motorcycle
with a girl that rode in the back
just a few hours before you went into labor
that always made me laugh
tell me how you never lost faith
 and you where by my side on the hospital everyday
cause you new i would make it
tell me once again mom how special i must be
cause i feel that's all i really need  !!!
I miss so much ,every day
but today I wonder
without you hear
what is there to really celebrate !!
if the true reality is this is your day!!