It's like a puzzle

It’s like a Riddle to my head
a puzzle that can’t be solved
I'm a problem solver but can this puzzle be solved 

My mind tells me to let go
but my heart tells me I need you to hold 

I'm over emotional that’s what you say
yet you’re the only one that makes me this way 

Maybe it was fear cause I was afraid
to be in the position, I find myself in today 

One day I feel you care
the next minute I feel you’re not there

How could you be gone
I try to put the pieces together but nothing seems to fit
Where did things go wrong
Was it something I did

How could I lose something I never had
and if I never had you
Then, why does it hurt so bad