life

What is life really about and what happens

when the desire to live, leaves you

when you feel you've lost connection to the world 

and everything around you is moving so fast

and your moving so slow 

when the mere thought of growing old bring you fear 

how many more people will you lose threw out the years  

how much hurt  is a person capable of sustaining
when even the dream of having a family
has gone waist
when the very kids you bring to this world
to love and raise
 dont want to be with you
 or look at you with hate  

why cant things stay the same
 why is the world always changing 

I am really trying to get out of this way of thinking 

but the real truth is
sometimes I wonder....

If life is really worth living